苏堤, su di
雷锋塔, leifeng tower
西湖, west lake
飞来峰, feilaifeng
Looking at scenery
For more photos please visit these 2 websites
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=274344&id=599315552&l=4676a40724
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=274654&id=599315552&l=812190f78e
Sphalling Phail
I dunno why I have been working so hard for what? I sacrifice so much things just to find out that I can achieve any stuff. Even God is not there to help me everytime that I pray. I wonder if God is really making use of his opportunity or not. Since before coming to China, I have been praying for my scholarship to happen, however it never comes true. I got rejected and so I can't make an impact for the people in China. If I was given the money, sgd$1000 would have been gone to charity organisation rather then going to the pockets of those who have no hearts in doing community service.
Another instance I requested help from church members to help me find info for my chinese essay. 3 out of 3 cases, no one replied to me and I feel very lost for words, not knowing how to make a breakthrough into China. My opportunity window is getting smaller and smaller and there is not much time left. I hope there is someone there praying for me and is willing to help me in my walk with God.
I am utterly disappointed with myself for not being able to do what God wants everyone to do, even after all those long hours of sacrifices before coming to China. I even sacrifice buying a new laptop even though my old laptop is causing me problems now. For years I suffered and have not been able to make a difference to the lives of the people.
After so many of china blocking, it is time to work on ways to access blog sites. First and foremost, I would like to apologise to my friends for not updating as I'm very busy during this period. I got a very tough chinese essay to write. Please understand that. Now that I have finish, I shall try to blog more often.
Accessing youtube has been a problem to me. However, with too much restrictions and the power of google, I manage to find a way to reroute myself to youtube, even in China. www.youtubeproxy.org. However, I must warn first, make sure you have a powerful enuff virus scan like mcafee or norton updated version cos ads will pop up. If not don't access the site at all. This will also help me to do my blogging other places too.
I'll try to upload my photos more often too. Too much work and no time and no bandwidth to upload photos at night. All the unuploaded photos are coming up. Please be patient and do catch-up with me.